The feeling the one gets when one doesn't do very much at all. Something like an indescribable void, like a black hole but more subtle and less harrowing. Then again, it probably isn't simply being idle when one feels this lack of purpose, one also needs to have nothing to look forward to - no hope.
I'm currently fulfilling both conditions, with nothing to look forward to in the near future except most likely running around in jungles, unless CMPB doesn't mind wasting some combat fit stock in a desk job or saikang.
Today's main sense of purpose dissipated after I finished weaving back my now-clean LBV and achieved the Ascent to Transcendance Victory on SMAC.
It has been a long time since I've embellished my little, cherished fantasy world and now methinks I should actually get things written down. On paper.
To my surprise, Sora no Woto was actually quite a quaint little series. There was even outfield, FBO, wild boar and sergeants stunning stuff.
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